I am an Engineer

I cannot be anything else. I have always loved gadgets and always will, there is just no question about that. This whole business school thing is making me realize that I am not managerial material, I am actually the happiest behind a computer coding. I could be a good manager but only if I was still doing something technical. I do not want to own a business, never did, otherwise I would have just stayed in India working at my fathers factory.

Yes I am having a crazy breakdown. These essays are driving me to the edge and they are really not depicting who I am. I am a geeky, computer loving techie. There is nothing in the world that I enjoy more then a piece of new gadget and everyone who knows me, knows that. You can never take the nerd out of me and this business school rubbish is making me go nuts. Feel like just quitting the whole thing and finding a job with an apple or google. I don't think I belong in business school, for crying out loud, I am an engineer and always will be.

My deadline is in five days and I cannot write a word, I have no idea what is wrong with my head but it just seems to have just switched off all the MBA jargon. It is frustrating to say what I learnt from everything, you do not necessarily learn something from every event in life, things sometime just happen and you let them take their course.

So I took a break and now I am back to churning out stuff. It is not that bad anymore, I guess I overcame the craziness by watching some ridiculous television and clearing the muck out of my brain. Now back to the clickety clack of the keys and the wonderful flow of ideas that seem to pouring non stop from my brain.