Images

Do we realise how many images we project of ourselves. I sometimes think about it and then brush it off because it bothers me that I have different nuances in me that I just show to some people. Most people will disagree with me and claim that they are the same with all but that is not true. Each one of us behaves differently depending on the person we are faced with. Take for instance if you are standing in front of your boss in comparison to your colleague. Most would say, that is just social protocol but I would say it is an image you project of yourself. In front of your boss you are a sincere, hardworking person whereas in front of your colleague you are probably the cool, party going, fun loving person.

How do I know all this? Well it is because I practise it in totality. I am different person with different people. In a lot of aspects I am the same loud, honest, carefree person but in some respect tiny bits of me project a different image. With a big chunk of my family and friends I am a mean, tough , sports loving tomboy. I am a sports loving tomboy but I am not really mean. I used to be at one time to protect all my other feelings and so this is what people expect me to be so I don't dissapoint them. I don't cry in front of them or let them see that I am weak in any form. Now there are other people who know me as the fun loving, crazy person. And well that is the easier one because I have matured into this person. I might be honest but I most certainly am not mean. Its all a part of the image.

The ones who know me the best would vouch that I am a completely different person. Some say I am nice, some say I am patient and some say I am insane. So who am I, I have no idea. I am just different images and someday I will manifest into one person.