Excitement and Celebration

I guess if you don't celebrate the day you get the good news, the excitement of it wanes off. I received my news about HBS last Tuesday but was too busy to do anything about. I had a glass of wine all by myself at home and then went to sleep since I had worked 13hrs. After that I started working nights and completely forgot that I am going to leave this place and all this nonsense in a month.

Friends tell me that we need to celebrate whenever I see them but I don't really feel like. I feel that there was a time when I wanted to drink and be happy about my decision but I did not have time and now it is gone. I think the time has passed and I am really not in the mood to drink or celebrate. All I want to do is enjoy the feeling of getting in but not make a big deal about it.Don't think I can explain this sentiment to anyone. Doubt any of my friends and family will understand this sentiment because all they will say is don't be full of yourself, you need to celebrate.