Guilt

Do you ever feel guilty after doing something. I do all the time. I just sent an email to my boss, telling her things that were correct and she needed to hear but were sort of mean. I don't think it is going to harm me professionally but I feel so guilty doing it. She has always been awesome to me and I just feel like a horrible person sending a nasty gram. Now I cannot stop thinking and wishing that I could go back in time and not send that email.

I know I think too much and should just stop doubting my actions and deal with the verdict when she decides to reply to that email.I doubt she is even going to reply to that email, should have just talked to her personally. I have already termed myself as the villain, prosecuted myself in court and given the verdict. I think one day I am going to drive myself crazy with all this doubting and analyzing.

Actually I don't think I feel bad about telling her what I do. She had no right to insinuate that I should not be talking about my work because I am leaving. I work very hard, and am good at what I do and she knows that. Just because she is angry at me, she has no right to insult me in that way. Yeah she completely deserved what I sent her.