Do I Belong Here

Everyday of the last year, I have wondered if I belong here or if I am just an admissions mistake. I don't really meet most of the people here on any level. I don't feel like talking to most people. I don't strive to be perfect all the time. I don't go to the gym everyday. I am not a size 0. I don't enjoy drinking and partying all the time. I am not type A. 


I am a shy awkward weird person.  I am scared to open my mouth in public because every time I do, I say something I should not have. I hide behind my curtain of sarcasm and meanness. I try to be social but all I appear to most people is abrasive and in your face. I try hard but I really don't have any friends here. I am not really sure if I belong here. To tell you the truth, I am not really sure where I belong.