You are ALONE...
When you are sitting at home on a Friday night, drinking all by yourself and calling everyone on your phone list or messaging everyone on your gtalk list. Well it might just be that you decided to stay at home for once but it also might be that you really don't have that many friends and the ones that you do, have a life and you are just the only one sitting at home on a Friday trying to figure out what to do next.
When you are rolling around in bed and you reach out for someone and all you get is pillows around you.
When you fill every second of your day with an activity so that you don't have to spend time with yourself.
When something really funny happens in your life and you end up sharing it with random strangers, during one of the dozen activities you do.
When you keep the TV on at all times because the silence gets to you.
When your friends have no clue about what is actually going on in your life.
When you cry yourself to sleep at nights because you just feel so helpless,lonely and wish, you had just one friend who would understand and talk to you.
When you get really bored and blog about all the reasons which prove to you, that you are alone.
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