To never have it and still feel the loss

Have there been times when you feel you have claims to something but it was never yours even when you thought it would be eventually. It always belonged to someone and when that someone wanted it back you felt the pain of that loss more than most you have felt in your life.

If you think about it if you never had it, you never lost it so there should be no pain but there is . I can't really explain it and never will be able to but there are times when you don't even remember it and then you see a picture, listen to some music or see something that's a reminder and all the hurt and need come back rushing to you like never before. Your brain keeps telling you are done with it but the tears in your eyes cannot be negated and that emptiness inside you cannot be denied. Those memories that you are crying over are nothing but lies and it is time that you realise that the whole thing was a big sham and all you were doing was weaving dreams in the air.

When you have no claims over something, you have no rights to stop it and it can belong to anyone so move on because someone else has taken it or will take it in future and you will never have any rights to stop them. You never did and you never will have and if you still feel the loss, shed that tear, write a blog and get on with your life.