A Man--> A Partner
Is it that important ? Do you really need one in life ? These were questions I posed to friends and family a couple of months ago. I did not think it was important because I was blissfully ignorant and happy in my single life with lots of friends and a one off friend with benefits on the side.
In the last couple of months, living a celibate life in Boston and watching a plethora of relationships mushrooming all around me, I realized how inadequate I feel. I started questioning myself, not just how I look but me as a person in entirety. It has never been as important for me to find a man as it is now, which is absurd because I am at a place where women lead and are powerful. I guess with power also comes a gentle side that needs a partner to come home to, to talk to and just to drink with and dance at parties.
I guess sometimes you just want to stop thinking and let someone else make the decision. Or maybe I guess I am just sick of getting into a big bed all by myself and stare at the computer while eating my meals.Also I hate walking back alone from parties or even worse with couples who can't help being all romantic while I stare at the road. Yes I sound like a silly woman but all I want is someone to hang out with me?? Maybe a couple of close friends would suffice, who knows.
In the last couple of months, living a celibate life in Boston and watching a plethora of relationships mushrooming all around me, I realized how inadequate I feel. I started questioning myself, not just how I look but me as a person in entirety. It has never been as important for me to find a man as it is now, which is absurd because I am at a place where women lead and are powerful. I guess with power also comes a gentle side that needs a partner to come home to, to talk to and just to drink with and dance at parties.
I guess sometimes you just want to stop thinking and let someone else make the decision. Or maybe I guess I am just sick of getting into a big bed all by myself and stare at the computer while eating my meals.Also I hate walking back alone from parties or even worse with couples who can't help being all romantic while I stare at the road. Yes I sound like a silly woman but all I want is someone to hang out with me?? Maybe a couple of close friends would suffice, who knows.
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